My sweet old dogie,Duke died today! I am so sad,but I have been praying for this,so I wouldn't have to have him put down. He couldn't walk any longer and had to be carried in and out of the house to go potty. I knew I couldn't lift him after my surgery. The kids help,but I just didn't know what to do for him anymore. It was hard taking care of him before my surgery with my other disabilities. He didn't bark to be let out this morning like he normally does. I called my neighbor daughter to come take him out because it was late morning already. We had to coach him out of his bed,he just looked up at me with those big black eyes like it was trying to tell me something.....I guess he was. Regina took him out,and when my grandson came a little while later to bring him back in the house,he found him dead. I cried for over an hour! I am going to miss him terribly,but I know this is for the best. The Lord must be very confused with me...asking him for something,then crying like a baby when I receive it. No,he understands,of this I'm certain.
I am heading back to the doctor tomorrow with a possible infection....I pray that isn't the case though.
Blessings dear friend! Thanks for your kindness toward me.
|He loved Christmas,see him in the window?|